These are poems mostly written by me, but there should be the odd one that a friend of mine wrote or one I found that I especially like :) E-mail me and tell me what you think. I ask that you please do not copy these poems as it took me a long time to write them, they come from my heart, not yours. Thank you!
Pristine, velvetine,
She cleans those places in between her thighs, her eyes,
rounded with surprise as I take her from behind, her mind,
I seduce, reduce to
crystal tears, my ears,
they ring, they sing with
her cries and sighs, to a place
as I taste the cream of her sins.
She bucks, and cups my breast,
puts me to the test,
I fail,
I fall,
The ecstasy of it all, takes me
away to play in oblivion.
Crazy
Would you think I was crazy, love
If I told you that I loved you?
Would you think I was crazy, love,
If I told you that I cared?
I know you think I'm crazy, love,
But that's not what really matters.
You see, love, all that matters to me, is you.
Do you still think I'm crazy, love?
Lonely
I don't want to eat anymore.
I don't want to talk anymore.
I don't seem to sleep anymore,
Because you're not here beside me.
I don't watch TV anymore.
I don't call my friends anymore.
I don't do anything anymore,
Because I can't have you here beside me.
Reflections
A shattered mirror
upon the floor.
The pieces of a puzzle
The reflection distorted.
It reminds me of the love we shared,
And the love we share now.
Because like the mirror,
It is destroyed.
And another 7 years bad luck follows me.
Bad Taste
Slowly your turning
you're burning
you're dieing
you're fading into the blackness of another day
and running blindly into the light that no one sees
but you
cause your special
you're weird
you see things others dont
and you madly pause to stop - and stare at the moon
behind the padded room
and the bars on the window seem to stare back
at you and taunt you with meaningless words
"You're crazy"
"you're ugly"
"YOU DON'T BELONG HERE!"
But no one knows where they belong.
And they've stepped over the line of bad taste again.
Unfair
I can still hear the bum at the corner saying, "Got any change? Got any spare change, ma'am?"
And it strikes a chord in my heart but I walk on like he's not there.
And the guy with the drums tap tap bang bang in a steady rythm of need.
But we all walk by like he's a ghost and he keeps on banging his drum.
When this cold world turns on us and there's no place to go the strangers walk by and ignore you because they don't have the time of day to bother with people like you.
You're dirty and smell funny and you slept on the same corner that you made 1.50 on that day.
But if you had a suit and a tie, and asked for a dime, you'd get a quater.
Sisters
Your world might stop for one moment in time.
And you might lose yourself in thoughts of what has been, could have been and what will be.
"Blood sisters forever, right?"
"No matter what?"
"No matter what."
But in reality everything is still spinning and time keeps on erasing the past...
Memories of lost summers nights spent laughing and telling ghost stories....
You kiss my hand,
I think I love you,
You nibble my ear,
I think I love you,
You whisper my name,
I think I love you,
You hold me close,
I think I love you,
You kiss me gently,
I think I love you,
I know I miss you,
I think...
I know...
I wish I could see you beside me.
But just to see you wouldn't be good enough.
I would want to touch you and hold you and kiss you so gently and run my fingers through your hair...
But you're not here anymore....
I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to shout at you.
I want you all to know how much I'm hurting.
But my tears are dry and I lost my voice. So I stand alone in the spotlight expected to say something.
Instead I drop the microphone and walk off stage.
Every night I cry for the things you've done to me.
Everyday I pay for nothing I've done wrong.
I laugh. Is that a crime?
It must be a crime to live if you have to follow everyone elses rules and live up to their expectations.
Why not lock us up and throw away the key?
A sweet carress,
a gentle kiss,
I remember your face,
I remember your smile,
I remember the love we shared
"Hello. Do you remember me? I remember you. Yeah! I'm that girl you used to sleep with."
I dont know what's right
(can you tell me what's wrong?)
Searching for the light
(but you know there's something wrong)
Somehow I feel it
(do you feel it deep inside?)
Somehow I loose it
(Don't let it fall...)
You have to do this and, You have to do that.
You have to see him and, You have to see her.
YOU want to do this and, YOU want to do that.
You never want to see, MY smiling face and, MY baby blue eyes and MY love so special and, YOUR love has faded.
Hymn to Diana
Queen and huntress, chaste and fair,
Now the sun is laid to sleep,
Seated in thy silver chair
State in wonted manner keep:
Hesperus entreats thy light,
Goddess excellently bright.
Earth, let not thy envious shade
dare itself to interpose;
Cynthia's shining orb was made
Heaven to clear when day did close:
Bless us then with wished sight,
Goddess excellently bright.
Lay thy brow of pearl apart
And thy crystal-shining quiver;
Give unto the flying hart
Space to breathe, how short soever:
Thou that makest a day of night,
Goddess excellently bright
Wishing Forever
Alone, laying in the short, green grass,
Staring at the clouds.
Be on them, the good days, the past
Friends, happy family, worry free.
Wishing, Hoping to go beyond the clouds again.
Almost there, yet so far.
Looking below the grass, wet, dark and muddy.
The future. Chaos.
Friends hating you, pressure, responsability.
Hoping the grass never dies,
So the future never comes.
The grass, peaceful, yet quiet and tiresome.
Feeling happy, but not great.
The grass,
Your sheild from the future,
But your keeper from the past.
Wishing to change it all,
Forever.
And Friendship Always
Just hold me,
Just hold me,
like this.
Because when you go, this
is what i miss.
Just love me,
Just love me,
like this.
'cause when you go,
it's why I cry.
Never let me go
Keep me in,
your arms and
in your heart
Never forget me
not in all your days
Just never let it die
Love undying
and
friendship always,
she said.
Just hold me
in your arms
I love your taste
and all your charms
I love your kiss,
your smile
I could never
forget you
unless I
loose myself
deep within the
heart of me.
Just hold me
like this
and
I promise you
love undying
And
friendship always,
I said.
Good Enough
I guess that I'm not good enough
You say that it's not fair
I think I just may take some monkey shit
And throw it in your hair.
Hush
Hush little baby don't say a word,
I'm gona kill that mocking bird.
And if that mocking bird don't die,
I will scratch out it's left eye.
And if that left eye aint blue,
I'll buy a peace pipe for you.
And if that peace pipe don't smoke,
I'm gona make you overdose.
The Nothing.
Bring down the curtians,
Finish the show,
Midsummer is near.
The cold settles in your heart,
Your dreams give in to reality,
And the nothing begins.
For You.
I stare at this blank page,
Nothing comes to mind.
I want to write about you.
But I can't.
So take these three words,
Keep them for all time.
I love you.
For the Child.
She died.
Her life was not finished.
I never knew her,
Yet I knew her well.
She wasn't my friend,
Yet a good friend she was.
And yet,
She...
At 13.
Has left us.